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Can time alone help you think clearly?
Musa has been asked to design a mural for the wall outside a neighbourhood library.
At the first workshop, thirty people fill the table with material. Children draw birds, footballs and planets. A librarian wants the wall to make reading feel adventurous. A local business offers paint if its logo appears. One resident asks for portraits of community elders. Another warns that faces will cause arguments about who was left out.
Musa leaves with photographs, voice notes, colour samples, names and three pages of instructions. Every contribution belongs to the project. Together, they do not yet make a picture.
The next morning, he visits the blank wall alone.
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Sometimes all you need to make sense of things is to just be alone. I truly was alone, as no one understood me.
Alone is a setting, not a result
Closing a door or leaving a meeting can reduce new input. It cannot guarantee clear thought.
Musa could spend the morning replaying the loudest objections. He could sketch the first impressive image that occurs to him simply to escape uncertainty. He could keep checking messages until the meeting follows him to the wall.
Physical distance becomes useful solitude only when it is given a job. Musa is not leaving the group because their contributions are inconvenient. He is stepping away so he can discover the relationships among them.
That is different from being alone because nobody understands or wants to join you. The two experiences may look identical from the pavement, but one is a chosen interval and the other can carry real pain. A person may even experience both at once: choosing a quiet morning while feeling lonely in the larger work.
Solitude does not turn loneliness into a virtue. It gives one period of aloneness a purpose.
Take one question into the quiet
“Think about the mural” is too broad. Everything on Musa’s table can enter that instruction, so nothing has priority.
He chooses a smaller question:
What should a child feel invited to do when they pass this wall?
The question does not decide the design. It creates a point around which the material can gather. Birds might suggest movement. Planets might suggest discovery. The elders’ stories might show that curiosity has a local history. The sponsor’s logo may support the work without answering the question at all.
A useful solitude question is open enough to reveal something and narrow enough to return an answer. It might ask:
- What is the actual difficulty inside this crowded situation?
- Which two needs are pulling against each other?
- What must remain true when the details change?
- What am I unable to see while I am responding to everyone at once?
The aim is not to solve a whole life before lunch. It is to give attention one place to stand.
Empty the table before arranging it
Musa writes each piece of input on a separate card. He does not rank the cards yet.
Material: birds, planets, books, portraits, local colours.
Needs: welcome children, respect the neighbourhood, survive the weather, remain legible from the road.
Constraints: one wall, a fixed budget, six weeks, paint that can be sourced locally.
Tensions: many people should recognize themselves, but the image cannot contain every request; the sponsor makes the work possible, but the wall should still belong to the library.
This first pass is deliberately plain. Confusion often arrives as one large object. Separating its contents shows that a colour preference is not the same kind of thing as a budget limit, and a strong opinion is not automatically a project need.
Solitude helps here because nobody is waiting for Musa to defend, agree or choose while he sorts. He can give a surprising card more attention without announcing that it has won.
Look for a shape, not a verdict
Clear thinking does not always end in a sentence. For Musa, it may end in a pattern.
He notices that the children’s drawings and the librarian’s request share an idea: a book opens into a larger world. The portraits and local stories share another: discovery begins somewhere particular. He sketches an open book whose pages become paths, birds and constellations, with small objects from neighbourhood stories placed along the routes.
It is not the mural. It is a possible structure that can hold several needs without pasting every suggestion side by side.
This matters because solitude can be misused as a private courtroom. A person withdraws, considers the evidence and returns with a verdict everyone else is expected to accept. But sense-making is not the same as final authority. Musa’s sketch has become clearer in private; it has not become correct because he was alone when he drew it.
The useful product of solitude may be provisional:
- a sketch that others can test;
- a distinction that makes disagreement easier to name;
- a question that needs new information;
- a decision whose consequences are now visible enough to discuss.
Clarity can mean seeing the next honest step, not possessing the finished answer.
Give the solitude an edge
Musa gives himself two hours at the wall. At noon, he will photograph the sketch and send it to the librarian.
The boundary keeps the quiet from changing jobs. Without an end, “I need to think” can become a shelter from feedback, conflict or commitment. A useful pause eventually returns something to the world that created the question.
The right edge depends on the work. It might be ten minutes before replying, a walk without a phone, one page of notes or a morning with the studio closed. The duration matters less than three commitments:
- Name what the time is for.
- Notice what it produced.
- Decide where the result must meet reality.
If the same thoughts keep circling, more solitude may not be the missing ingredient. Musa may need the wall’s measurements, the painter’s experience, a child’s reaction or a direct conversation about the logo. Quiet cannot provide information that lives outside the room.
Return and test the shape
At the next workshop, Musa does not present the sketch as the answer. He shows how it connects the invitations to adventure and local memory, then asks the children what they think is happening in the picture.
They understand the book and the paths. They think the small historical objects look like litter. That response changes the next version.
Returning does not undo the solitude. It completes its work. Time alone allowed a shape to emerge; contact with other people reveals whether that shape can carry what Musa believes it carries.
The source chapter holds a harder kind of aloneness. Its speaker is not merely taking a quiet design interval; he feels the pain of having no one who understands his path. Yet he also finds that other people’s opinions lose some power when they can no longer substitute for his own direction.
Both truths deserve to remain. Being misunderstood can hurt, and a person can still use some of that lonely ground to see what they are trying to build. Strength does not make disconnection desirable. It means clarity does not always wait for company.
At the end of the morning, the wall is still blank. Musa has not escaped the thirty voices or obeyed them all. He has found a form they can stand in front of together—and a clearer question to bring back when the room fills again.
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AI-drafted from Innocent Mwatsikesimbe's writing and reviewed by him.
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