Why do we ignore warning signs?
A warning can be easy to explain away without inventing anything. There was an unusual delay. Somebody needed you just as you were leaving. The previous arrangement ran over. Each account may be true, while the pattern they belong to remains unexamined.
Imagine you have arrived late to meet friends several times recently. You remember a separate reason for each occasion. Because none seems typical, you continue to think of the lateness as an exception.
Your friends experience something simpler: they keep waiting. Their account includes the repeated effect, while yours keeps returning to the reasons it should not count as a pattern.
This is one way we ignore warning signs. Accepting what they suggest would disturb a comfortable understanding of ourselves or our circumstances. An explanation becomes reassuring before we have asked whether it explains enough.
In 4) Listening to reality, Innocent describes how difficult it can be to hear unwelcome facts, especially facts about oneself. He connects acknowledging them with the possibility of correcting what is wrong. Reality remains worth attending to during calm periods too, when nothing dramatic is forcing the issue.
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Reality speaks, sometimes in low whispers and sometimes in loud screams. Not all of us listen to reality when it speaks though; some hear it and choose to ignore it and some are just blind to the truth.
The lateness does not yet tell you its whole cause. Perhaps you routinely leave too little room between commitments. Perhaps your circumstances have changed and the old meeting time has become difficult. There may also have been a run of genuinely unusual delays. The pattern is a reason to look, not permission to declare yourself careless.
That distinction makes the warning easier to hear honestly. You can acknowledge that people have repeatedly waited without agreeing to a verdict about your whole character. You can also keep the facts that explain a particular day. What needs questioning is the way those explanations have closed the inquiry every time.
Look back at the actual arrangements. What time did you expect to be free? When were you free? Did the plan depend on nothing taking longer than expected? Answers may reveal a promise that needs changing, or a difficulty you should explain to your friends rather than repeatedly call exceptional.
Ignoring the pattern can postpone that conversation until someone says they no longer want to wait for you. By then, you are responding to their frustration as well as the original difficulty. The warning has become harder to overlook because another person is making its consequences explicit.
You need not wait for that level of certainty or hurt. Early attention can begin with admitting something small and accurate: the current arrangement has not been working as reliably as you thought. From there, the reassuring explanation and the uncomfortable one both have to answer to what has actually been happening.
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